My Music Jukebox

You Don't Know

2011-08-28T19:46:00.005+08:00

그댈 만나고 사랑을 하고 그런 사랑에 아파만 하고

다가서지도 못한 채 바라보기만 하는 난 바보인가 봐요

그대가 울면 나도 울었고 그대 웃으면 나도 웃어요

어린아이처럼 마냥 그대만 따라 하는 난 바보인가 봐

사랑한다고 말해도 못 듣나 봐

사랑이라고 말해도 모르나 봐

가슴에 흐르는 내 눈물을 그댄 볼 수 없나 봐

그대 이름 불러봐도 못 듣나 봐

그대뿐이라고 해도 모르나 봐

내 눈먼 사랑은 한심한 사랑은 할 수 없나 봐

한번 이라도 돌아봐줘요 그대 뒤에서 내가 있어요

다른 사랑에 지칠 때 다른 사랑에 아플 때 한번이라도

사랑한다고 말해도 못 듣나 봐

사랑이라고 말해도 모르나 봐

가슴에 흐르는 내 눈물을 그댄 볼 수 없나 봐

그대 이름 불러봐도 못 듣나 봐

그대뿐이라고 해도 모르나 봐

내 눈먼 사랑은 한심한 사랑은

오늘도 수천 번 그댈 불러봐요

못 듣는 것도 알면서 불러봐요

그대를 사랑하니까 나를 봐요

그대만 사랑하니까 내게 와요

한걸음만 오면 그 자리에서 나 기다릴게요

그대밖에는 몰라서 미안해요

그대가 아니면 나는 안되니까

지독한 사랑이 그대만 불러요 그댄 모르죠

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I met you, loved you and hurt by that love

Just looking at you without being beside you, I’m a fool.

When you cried, I cried. When you smiled, I smiled.

Like a child, just following you whatever you do, I’m a fool.

I love you but you can’t hear it

I love you but you don’t know it

I shed teardrops in my heart but you don’t see it

I call out your name but you can’t hear it.

You are the only one for me but you don’t know it.

My love is blind, my love is poignant, and I can’t do that.

Just turn around and I’m right here behind you.

When you’re tired of someone else’s love, hurt by someone else’s love

Just turn around once.

I love you but you can’t hear it

I love you but you don’t know it

I shed teardrops in my heart but you don’t see it

I call out your name but you can’t hear it.

You are the only one but you don’t know it.

My love is blind, my love is poignant, and I can’t do that.

Today I call you a thousand times..

Even though you can’t hear it.

I love you so, please look at me

I love you so, please come to me

Please come one step closer, I will wait for you.

I’m sorry because I only know you

I’m nothing without you.

Because of this bitter love, I call for you.

You don’t know...

What Hurts The Most

2011-04-10T09:20:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though

Goin' on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And havin' so much to say

(Much to say)

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do, oh

Oh yeah

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say (To say)

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'

What could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you

That's what I was trying to do

围墙

2011-04-05T21:10:00.005+08:00

不知不觉又过了几天

我想我习惯了忽略

去忽略没你的时间

不近不远走在谁身边

我想我适应了一切

这一切没你的世界

某条路某条街

某首歌某间店

某种熟悉但如今却刺眼

不碰触不跨越

为自己留一些

安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉

一转身才发现

空气里面

依旧飘散着记忆的气味

是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变

原来是我

在爱上你的那瞬间

就困在围墙里面

某条路某条街

某首歌首间店

某种熟悉但如今却刺眼

不碰触不跨越

为自己留一些

安全界限

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉

一转身才发现

空气里面

依旧飘散着记忆的气味

是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变

原来是我

在爱上你的那瞬间

就困在围墙里面

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉

一转身　才发现

空气里面

依旧飘散着记忆的气味

是有所谓或无所谓也不能改变

原来是我

在爱上你的那瞬间

就困在围墙里面

多可悲围墙都在对不对

Incomplete

2011-03-30T18:01:00.001+08:00

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can't find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Scar

2011-03-24T17:48:00.003+08:00

벌써 몇번째 돌아서네요

그냥 모르는척 웃어버렸죠

아무 말 없이 내 맘을 속여봐도

그댄 내맘 몰라 헤매이나요

덜컥 겁이나 사랑한단 말

내겐 익숙하지 않던 말이라

굳은 입술로 사랑해 사랑한다

그대 뒷모습에 외쳐봅니다

같은 하늘아래 숨을 쉴 수 있어서

더는 바랄수도 없는 욕심에

아무것도 몰라서 커져가는 사랑엔

뒤돌아오는 상처만

아파 죽어도 난 이 자릴 맴돌겠죠

그대곁에서 난 그저 웃음만

행복할수 없대도 돌이킬수 없대도

내가 택한 사람이죠

멍든 가슴엔 상처뿐이죠

뒤를 돌아보면 눈물뿐이죠

보이지 않아 나를 찾지못해서

내 사랑도 금새 숨어버리죠

같은 하늘아래 숨을 쉴 수 있어서

더는 바랄수도 없는 욕심에

아무것도 몰라서 커져가는 사랑엔

뒤돌아오는 상처만

아파 죽어도 난 이 자릴 맴돌겠죠

그대곁에서 난 그저 웃음만

행복할수 없대도 돌이킬수 없대도

내가 택한 사람이죠

애써 고갤 돌려아픈 눈물 감추고

스쳐지나가요 거기 그대로

전하지 못했던 말 하지 못해 돌아서

오늘도 난 그자린데

눈물 한방울 다 가슴에 다 채우고

사랑한단 말도 담아둡니다

외면하려고 해도 모르는척 지나쳐

뒤돌아 가슴만 치죠

행복할수 없대도 돌이킬수 없대도

내가 택한 사람이죠

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Turned around multiple times

Smiled and pretended not to know

Silently tried to lie to my heart

Are you lost not knowing my heart

Suddenly scared to say i love you

Not familiar with those words

With stiff lips I say love you, I love you

I scream to your back behind you

Just to breathe together under the same sky

Can't wish for anything more

Don't know anything but my love is growing

pain that is to follow

I will linger here even if I die of pain

Laughter just being by your side

Even if we are unhappy and can't be undone

You are the one I choose

Only bruises on my broken heart

Only tears when I look back

You couldn't find me cause I was invisible

My love quickly hides

Just to breathe together under the same sky

Can't wish for anything more

Don't know anything and my love is growing

Pain that is to follow

I will linger here even if I die of pain

Laughter just being by your side

Even if we are unhappy and can't be undone

You are the one I choose

Tried hard to turn my head and hide my tears

Just pass me by, stay where you are

Couldn't tell you the words and only to return

I am still at the same place today

My heart if filled with drops of tears

Filled with the word I love you

Tried to ignore and just pass by

My heart is only filled with regret

Even if we are unhappy and can't be undone

You are the one I choose

我以為

2011-03-22T17:51:00.001+08:00

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道

妳對他　有那麼好

妳說會懂我的失落

不是靠寬容就能夠解脫

我以為我出現的時候剛好

妳和他　正說要分開

我以為妳　己對他不再期待

不縱容他　再給妳傷害

我以為我的溫柔

能給妳整個宇宙

我以為我能全力

填滿妳感情的缺口

專心陪在妳左右

彌補他一切的錯

也許我太過天真

以為奇蹟會發生

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白

他的心已不在妳身上

我的關心妳依然無動於衷

我的以為只是我以為

我以為我的溫柔

能給妳整個宇宙

我以為我能全力

填滿妳感情的缺口

專心陪在妳左右

彌補他一切的錯

也許我太過天真

以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶

妳卻還笑著原諒

原來妳早就想好

妳要留在誰的身旁

我以為我夠堅強

卻一天天的失望

少給我一點希望

希望就不是奢望

我以為我的溫柔

能給妳整個宇宙

我以為我能全力

填滿妳感情的缺口

專心陪在妳左右

彌補他一切的錯

也許我太過天真

以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶

妳卻還笑著原諒

原來妳早就想好

妳要留在誰的身旁

我以為我夠堅強

卻輸得那麼絕望

少給我一點希望

希望就不是奢望

What Is Right

2011-03-21T19:11:00.003+08:00

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

이유도 모른 채 너와 난 다투고 있어 얼굴을 붉히고서

잔뜩 심술이 나서 하지만 이런 네 모습마저 난

아직도 모르겠어 right 그 아무도 모를테지 남자와 여자의 차이

입장따라 다르겠지 매번 똑같은 episode 한쪽은 꼬리를 내리고

싸우려고 널 만나건 아닌데 말이야 자기야

내가 무슨 말이 더 필요하겠니 미안미안

반복된 다툼은 내일이 되면 다 지난 일이야

변명은 해봐야 구차해

서로 이해 못해 다툴라 해

우리 생각을 해 매 순간에

잘못의 원인이 누구든 간에

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

이유도 모른 채 너와 난 다투고 있어 얼굴을 붉히고서

잔뜩 심술이 나서 하지만 이런 네 모습마저 난

What is right and what is wrong what is right and what is wrong

금방이라도 울듯 꼭 어린아이 같은(hey) 그대가 내 여자라서 좋아 난

나만 바라봐주기, 밤새워 통화하기, 가끔은 몰래 준비한 깜짝 이벤트해주기,

기념일 잊지 않기, 절대 의심하지 않기 ,너의 편 돼주기, 사랑한다고 말해주기

네가 해 달라는 대로 원하는 대로 노력해봤지만 나아지지가 않아

그대 내 진심 안다면 화내지 말고 그냥 눈을 감고 입맞춰줘 baby

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

이유도 모른 채 너와 난 다투고 있어 얼굴을 붉히고서

잔뜩 심술이 나서 하지만 이런 네 모습마저 난

What is right and what is wrong what is right and what is wrong

금방이라도 울듯 꼭 어린아이 같은(hey) 그대가 내 여자라서 좋아 난

Say ye ye ye 점점 빠르게 끝을 향해 가고 있어 더 이상은 안돼 yeh yeh

Baby hold on 흔들리고 있는 날 붙잡아줘 ooh

항상 처음은 설레여 문제는 1년만 지나면 어때

사랑은 안 변해 사람이 변해 아니면 가족 같아 내가 편해

내가 더 잘할께란 말 이젠 무의미한걸

솔직하게 네 속 맘을 열어봐 right now

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

이유도 모른 채 너와 난 다투고 있어 얼굴을 붉히고서

잔뜩 심술이 나서 하지만 이런 네 모습마저 난

What is right and what is wrong what is right and what is wrong

금방이라도 울듯 꼭 어린아이 같은(hey) 그대가 내 여자라서 좋아 난

What is right and what is wrong

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Here’s the demo

Mic check one, two

Murf, peejay, feel it

You know when you lost a love

Don’t know what to think or do

My mind is spinning ‘cause of it, you know?

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Your face is flushed

You’re getting upset

But even when you’re looking like that,

I…

I still don’t get it

(Right) I’ll never know the difference

Between man and woman

Different situation

But always the same episode

Lower your tail girl

I didn't come here to fight with you, baby

What more can I say? Sorry, sorry

These repeated fights will be history

Once tomorrow comes around

Making pathetic excuses

We can’t understand each other so we fight

Every moment we’re wondering

Who’s fault is it? [Tell me]

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Your face is flushed

You’re getting upset

But even when you’re looking like that,

I…

What is right and what is wrong?

You’re ready to cry at any moment

Just like a baby (hey!)

I like you because you’re my girl

Looking only at you

Talking on the phone at night

And sometimes preparing a surprised event

Never forgetting our anniversary

Never doubting you

Taking your side

And saying “I love you”

Doing everything the way you want it

I’m trying my best, but it doesn't get any better

If you can feel my sincerity, don’t be angry

Just close your eyes and kiss me baby

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Your face is flushed

You’re getting upset

But even when you’re looking like that,

I…

What is right and what is wrong?

You’re ready to cry at any moment

Just like a baby (hey!)

I like you because you’re my girl

Say yeah, yeah, yeah

We’re heading faster towards the end

I can’t that it anymore, yeah yeah

(C’mon) Baby hold on, hold onto me

I’m shaking, ooohh~

[TOP]

(Listen) The problem is always after the first year

Then what?

Love doesn't change, people do

Otherwise, I’d be as comfortable as family

“I’ll do better”

Those words are meaningless not girl

Open up your heart, honestly, right now

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Tell me what is right and what is wrong

I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you

Your face is flushed

You’re getting upset

But even when you’re looking like that,

I…

What is right and what is wrong?

You’re ready to cry at any moment

Just like a baby (hey!)

I like you because you’re my girl

What is right and what is wrong?

你要的不是我

2011-03-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

怎麼能忘　時間多長

你快樂嗎　想代替你回答

你知道嗎　走了好遠我才能去面對

這份牽掛　沉默傷悲

你要的不是我　心碎的失去輪廓

曾經給你的感動　只是情緒的波動

能給的不是我　放任你沉溺自由

掩飾不了我的笨拙　就連說話都會顫抖

我被遺忘在　你遺忘的　角落

怎麼能忘　時間多長

你快樂嗎　想代替你回答

你知道嗎　走了好遠我才能去面對

這份牽掛　沉默傷悲

你要的不是我　心碎的失去輪廓

曾經給你的感動　只是情緒的波動

能給的不是我　放任你沉溺自由

掩飾不了我的笨拙　就連說話都會顫抖

我被遺忘在　你遺忘的　角落

你要的不是我　心碎的失去輪廓

曾經給你的感動　只是情緒的波動

能給的不是我　放任你沉溺自由

掩飾不了我的笨拙　就連說話都會顫抖

我被遺忘在　你遺忘的　角落

Need You Now

2011-03-14T19:54:00.003+08:00

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

You and Me

2011-03-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all other people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping on words

You've got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all other people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all other people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

and me and all other people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all other people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive